" Tell me your nightmare, and I will give you my dream "
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You lie silent there before me
your tears they mean nothing to me
the wind howling at the window
the love you never gave
I give to you
Really don't deserve it
but now there's nothing you can do
so sleep in your only memory of me
my dearest mother
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
goodbye
goodbye
So insignificant
sleeping dormant deep inside of me
are you hiding away lost
under the sewers
maybe flying high in the clouds
perhaps you're happy without me
so many seeds have been sown in the field
and who could sprout up so blessedly
if I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
you will not hear me say I'm sorry
where is the light
wonder if it's weeping somewhere
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
The Gothic Story
Thursday, January 04, 2007
yesterday night i was damn sad...i study from 8 till 11.30 and wanted to watch the anime...my father dont allow and scold me tt i try to catch the show tommorw no need study is it...the way he stare at me just sucks.he thinks i dont want study le and watch watch tv..i only want to relax after studying to watch only a show...who does he think he is...i m 17 liao...i still need to listen to him on when to slp?kao....what nvr study...he always nvr believe i got study...he always think i at the room listen radio only.... fuhk me... if 1 day i nvr go room but watch tv he will say i dont need to study is it? and he will say he nvr see me study be4.....assho...he only believe my sis study when she stay in room...its as if i nvr produce results...i do better than my sis la...faggot...i get bersery he think this kind of crapping award as my sis get the improvement awward...freak he has cause me not to talk whenever hes at home sia...everytime i talk to my sis or mother, or even argue or sometimes playing, he will say i no respect...shout at me...i feel like pointing a finger at him...my sis also do these to me and mother and he scold me only...what crap...then i nvr talk to him de...my mum and sis talk to him....thus i will b very quiet when he came home...i dont want to talk then let him scold...he also likes to link me to my uncle who is not very gd in person...he always say i m going to look like him....idiot...he just cannot differentiate between joking and fuvking...bianeess...aghghrghgh...stupid remark...i think i should act like my uncle soon...he force me sia...i have then prefer to b with friends then with family sdia...lol who will belive tt i nvr talk at home when he comes home de...arhghghg...i always have this uneasy and unsercure feeling with him... although i know he is trying to make me into a better man with those remarks...but dont u think its too harsh for me?..ok i thank u for tt...i can tahan all the pressure u giving me...its for my own good....bring them on...come...i take them on...but can u giv me more respect and b more fair? today moring he still link me to my uncle la....saying what i very navie think what $1000+ is enough for me when i grow up...idiot when did i say this??? i hav learn to not listen to ur stupid remarks now...lol...i actually cry yesterday night at bed as i m very sad tt all the efforts i have done doesn't seems to b know by him ONLY...before i cry i even show him attidtude by staring back close door then go bed...this is the 1st time i dare do this...haha i will show u how much i can earn and how i can fare better than my sis.....watch out man......
forget tt today at sch quite fun...maths teacher is very shocking,....damn GOOD...he makes me understand everything sia,...he has givien me motivation to study,,,econ is terror...very strict...lol...but i think i will b force to study tt also lol....coool
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